I never meant for this to happen, of course. Not in a million years did I think I would cheat on Stan.

My name is Annie. You could say I'm your typical everyday PTA soccer mom and devoted housewife. Sounds exciting doesn't it? I love my life, but after years of marriage and running the routine of living for others, I've been having these dreams. Dreams of another life, a reckless life, a life revolving around myself and my needs. Now, of course, I've pushed those thoughts away for a long time, they're just dreams after all. Hot, intense, unfiltered dreams of men falling at my feet and pleasuring me in all the ways. I wake up most mornings drenched and out of breath turning to my husband, who either hasn't the time or is already off to work. Still, they're just dreams. Until that day I ran into an old friend from my past. An old friend who wouldn't take no for an answer. Even if it was half-heartedly given.

Now my whole life has been turned upside down by this dark and smolderingly handsome man from my past. He had sought to date me so many years ago, but my family would never allow an interracial relationship. Now, who's to stop me? Who indeed. My mind is racked with guilt and apprehension about what I'm planning to do. I'm my own worst enemy. It's nothing to take lightly. It's not a game, it's an affair, pure and simple. Cheating on Stan? How can I? He's never done anything to me... but maybe that's the point as well. I want something to be done to me and I know Xavier is very capable. His seduction of me has been well planned my heart races just thinking about him now.

Part of me wants to go home, bury my head in the sand, and never look back, but the rest of me wants to see. The rest of me wants to see what it might be like to live out one of those exquisite toe-curling, sheet-wetting dreams of mine. To see what it might be like to be taken by a dominant confident man with drive and endurance.