Love Me Before I Vanish

Love Me Through It All, Book 1

In the quiet snowfall of Burlington, Vermont, love is tested, secrets are unearthed, and a heart must decide whether to hold on or finally let go.

Zayvion, a respected doctor with a guarded heart, never expected betrayal to come from the person he trusted most. Sanova, a passionate dance teacher carrying the weight of unspoken pain, is determined to save the love they built—before it disappears beneath the snow. As the coldest Christmas on record settles over the town, the warmth between them begins to fade.

But love, like winter, has layers.

With a baby on the way and old wounds reopened, Zayvion and Sanova must confront the ghosts of their past to find what still connects them. As loyalties shift and forgiveness becomes the ultimate gift, they each face a choice: fight for the love they once knew—or vanish into who they used to be.

Love Me Before I Vanish is a heart-wrenching and beautifully layered novel about emotional sacrifice, rediscovery, and the kind of love that asks not just to be felt—but to be chosen.

©2025 Lashae Phillips (P)2026 Lashae Phillips