Confessions of a Reluctant Believer

A Witch’s Journey Back to the God Who Wouldn’t Leave

By: Lauren Boone

Narrated by: Virtual Voice

Lysandra Duke didn’t lose her faith—she just outgrew the version that came with fear.

Once, she was the woman who could bend reality with a whisper and a candle flame. Her magick was precise, her intentions clear, her results instant. The Goetia never disappointed her. Humans did. And God? He stayed suspiciously quiet.

But when her rituals stop working and the silence starts to hum with something sacred, Lysandra finds herself pulled into the one initiation she never expected—trust.
Not the kind preached from pulpits, but the raw, uncomfortable kind that demands you stay when your instincts scream to run.

Now, between unanswered prayers and a man who sees through her armor, she’s forced to face the truth: power was never the point. Presence was.

Told in sharp, lyrical prose and drenched in Southern mysticism, Confessions of a Reluctant Believer is part confession, part exorcism, and part love letter to the kind of faith that doesn’t need permission to be real.

It’s for the ones who left church but never stopped talking to God.
For the ones who pray with sage and Scripture.
And for every believer who ever whispered, “I love You, but I don’t trust You yet.”