I Am God's Dagger

By: K.A. Merikan

Narrated by: Nathan Kelly

"I know what’s been done to you, and I will see you avenged.”

Gabriel. Broken. Lonely. Scarred. Delusional?

Abaddon. Lord of Locusts. Master of the Bottomless Pit. Angel of Destruction and Vengeance…. But is he real?

After a psychotic episode in his childhood, Gabriel is left shattered and unable to join society. Trapped in the orphanage he grew up in, he is plagued by nightmares of events that never happened, events that left him scarred, flinching at touch and achingly lonely.

Until one day, he decides on a whim to not take his meds.

Born from a cold womb in the ground, Abaddon awakens to the world with one goal: to destroy a cult that commits blasphemous crimes in his name. What he doesn’t expect is meeting a boy who survived one of their rituals.

That is when God reveals Abaddon’s true purpose. He shall protect the boy from the vultures circling him and avenge his pain. He shall take Gabriel under his wing and provide all the love and affection the boy never got to experience.

As they set out to hunt the monsters together, Gabriel entrusts his body and soul to his beautiful guardian angel, yet he can’t stop questioning whether Abaddon is real or just a creation of his touch-starved mind.

Either way, vengeance has begun to cut through the cultists with its scythe, and there is no turning back, no matter how deep the rabbit hole goes.

WARNING: This book contains adult content that might be considered offensive. Strong language, violence, torture, and explicit scenes. Listener discretion advised. Not for the fainthearted.

©2022 K.A. Merikan (P)2025 Acerbi & Villani ltd.

10 Stars if I Could!!!

Loved the story!! My favorite authors!!! The imagination and storytelling ability keeps you unable to stop reading! Even better on Audible! Wyatt Baker did a great job bringing the story to life!!

Great Writing Great Narrating

K. A. Merikan sure knows how to write. love the dark gritty mm dark and brutal stories. The type of writing that comes from K A Merikan and Nicholas Bella. Can't wait too see what's next in this series. love the dark narrating you get from Wyatt Baker, he brings the dark sexy scenes to life like no one else can. another great beginning from Merikan for sure...

Not what it seems.

I had high hopes for this story. Unfortunately, turns into a regular revenge type story. Don't think I will listen/read any more of this series. Feels like bait & switch. Just my personal opinion 🤷

Hard Time Finishing This

The overuse of similes is distracting and makes the style seem underdeveloped. Some if the dialog is rather colloquial and incongruous with much of the rest of how the characters talk so it is especially noticeable when the narrator's Abaddon voice says those lines.

Interesting

Not really what I anticipated. Overall, I found the story to be interesting and well done. I thought this was an actual “angel” story and not being at all religious, I had some difficulty understanding many of the religious references.