I Return to Versions of Myself

A Reckoning

By: Gary Troia

Narrated by: Virtual Voice

I Return to Versions of Myself: A Reckoning by Gary Troia is a deeply introspective memoir that delves into the complexities of self-discovery, mental health, and the pursuit of authenticity. This powerful and raw narrative explores the different versions of the author—some hidden, some lived openly, and others that embody darkness, depression, and self-doubt. Troia’s journey reflects the struggle to reconcile these conflicting selves, ultimately seeking the elusive, authentic version that lies beneath the surface.

In this poignant memoir, Troia confronts the difficult and often painful process of self-acceptance. Despite the shadows that threaten to overwhelm him, he persists in his quest to understand who he truly is, embracing even the darkest parts of himself. This exploration of vulnerability, resilience, and personal growth will resonate with readers who are on their own journeys of self-identity.

For fans of Educated by Tara Westover, Wild by Cheryl Strayed, and Daring Greatly by Brene Brown, I Return to Versions of Myself offers a powerful reflection on the human experience. Much like these authors, Troia’s memoir invites readers to reflect on their own paths of self-discovery, inspiring courage to face the full spectrum of who we are—flaws, darkness, and all.

'There are different versions of me: some in my mind, unseen but felt; some quite familiar because I live them constantly; and a version that brings emptiness, darkness, and depression. I hide some of these versions of myself – versions that radiate all manner of unpleasant characteristics, moods, and personalities – because of the inevitable public scrutiny. However, without these versions, I cannot tell this tale, and more importantly, I cannot be me. Deep within me resides the authentic me, despite the darkness and demons that try to consume me. Thus, I find myself constantly seeking my genuine self.

This is my journey so far...'