PLEJAREN DIARIES XIV

STEPPING BACK

By: William Saldausky

Narrated by: Virtual Voice

I am Zaysan. People all over the world know me by, Z. I have
had a very different life than most. It seems that it has always
led to the extremes. I do not look for these things, but they just
seem to come to me. Since this is the norm for me, I feel I
approach and handle these events in my life differently
than others. That is what led to this recent event.
I was in what was a normal day for me. I was hiking in the
jungle, many miles from anything. I noticed something that did
not fit into the journey I was on. A lady, that in no way, fit what
would be expected here. She was beautifully dressed, more for
a much different environment, clean and in distress. That is
where my different way of seeing things came to the surface.
Just like an animal that was in trouble, I would try my best to
free it. I had to help this lady and nothing more. I did not try to
explain or rationalize the situation, but just to set it right. Once
this was accomplished, I thought to myself that I was either
insane or something beautiful just happened. It did not matter,
it just was.
The event was not invited, nor would I seek it further. It was
the past and I try to live in the present. Then, without
expectation, that recent past, returned. This lady and her
friends were interested in me and why I did what I did. I am
very good at seeing the things that present themselves to me and
I only felt love from these people. Where I was, the structure I
was in, did not seem earthly. I did not feel threatened, because
of who I am. I know death will come for me one day. I did not
feel this would be one of them, so the odds of this felt good.
Maybe or maybe not, it did not matter to me.
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It turned out to be what I would call a universal accidental
event. You know, sometimes things happen, whether it is on
purpose or not. The only thing that matters, is you involve
yourself with it and see how it turns out. To me, the timing of
this did not matter, but it is nice to think that the universe may,
so rather than screw up some sort of cosmic timing, I think it is
best just to not interfere. If it needs for something to happen,
then, so be it.
I have no idea why this happened to me or why what happened
even happened at all, but I think it is something that has so
much value, that it cannot be ignored. What I do understand,
is that this experience I am having is amazing. I am so
appreciative and feel so blessed to have this happening to me.
You may or may not believe what you read. I do not care. I feel
the information is so valuable to those who will connect to these
things I have learned that it is very important to us, as the
human race. I have nothing to gain by telling my diary. Not only that, but I only
have everything to lose. That is how important it is that I pass
on the message.