Staying: Addiction, Suicidal Ideation, and the Return of Possibility

By: Randall H. Scott

Narrated by: Randall H. Scott

There are moments when staying feels harder than leaving. Moments when addiction promises relief, when suicidal thoughts offer silence, and when the world narrows until the future feels unreachable. These moments are often misunderstood—not as responses to pain, but as moral failures or personal weakness.

Staying offers a different understanding.

Drawing from lived experience inside a men’s sober living house, and written with deep respect for trauma, nervous-system overwhelm, and human dignity, this book explores the shared roots of addiction and suicidal ideation—and the crucial ways they diverge. It traces the quiet path from despair to hope, from scarcity to enough, from fragmentation to integration.

This is not a book about fixing yourself. It is a book about understanding what happened—and learning how to remain present long enough for life to widen again.

With compassion, clarity, and practical tools, Staying speaks to:
• People struggling with addiction or suicidal thoughts

• People struggling with addiction or suicidal thoughts
• Those in recovery who feel destabilized by reintegration

• Those in recovery who feel destabilized by reintegration
• Family members and friends who want to support without enabling

• Family members and friends who want to support without enabling
• Clinicians and helpers seeking language that does not shame or coerce

• Clinicians and helpers seeking language that does not shame or coerce

You do not need to feel hopeful to benefit from this book.

You do not need to have answers.

You only need to be willing to stay—just for now.

Sometimes, that is enough.

©2026 Randall H. Scott (P)2026 Randall H. Scott