The End of Eddy

A Novel

By: Édouard Louis, Michael Lucey - translator

Narrated by: Graham Halstead

An autobiographical novel about growing up gay in a working-class town in Picardy.

"Every morning in the bathroom I would repeat the same phrase to myself over and over again... Today I'm really gonna be a tough guy." Growing up in a poor village in northern France, all Eddy Bellegueule wanted was to be a man in the eyes of his family and neighbors. But from childhood, he was different - "girlish," intellectually precocious, and attracted to other men.

Already translated into twenty languages, The End of Eddy captures the violence and desperation of life in a French factory town. It is also a sensitive, universal portrait of boyhood and sexual awakening. Like Karl Ove Knausgaard or Edmund White, Édouard Louis writes from his own undisguised experience, but he writes with an openness and a compassionate intelligence that are all his own. The result - a critical and popular triumph - has made him the most celebrated French writer of his generation.

©2014 Éditions du Seuil (P)2017 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved. Translation © 2017 by Michael Lucey.

Excellent book and performance

This is the first book I have listened to completely in a row. The narration is very good and traps you easily. This might be because I felt very identified with it and was making me dig in my own memories.
I deeply recommend it.

Lacks depth

There are, fortunately, many books about the experiences of being a gay boy. Many characters, scenes, exchanges. Those in this book seem not to be very developed. Virtually everything the parents say sounds like a stereotype. There are no intimate relationships partly because it is the story of an emotionally isolated boy. It’s a tale of the boy enduring homophobia and anti-gay violence. I’m glad this is described honestly. I’m sorry anyone has to endure it. And while listening, I wondered if something was lost in the translation from French to English.

Grim

The story seems to go out of its way to be as grim as possible. For example a detailed description of a savage dog attack on a girl’s face just as a comparison seems to more than labour the point. I read this after seeing the author interviewed on TV. He seems to have survived his grim past rather well.

Masochistic with a brief light ending

I can attest to the reality of the experience that the author describes, however, there is a perseveration on some of the masochistic element for the majority of the text. It’s only until the end we’re in one sees a sense of light, and then pass it is self facing.

Not the usual gay novel found on Audible

This is a literary novel not a genre romance. From what I can tell due to subsequent reading, this work uses a very fuzzy line between memoir and novel. It is a somber yet exquisite work of literature set in an impoverished rural area of northern France in the late 1990s and a little beyond.

Any guy who has grown up with questions about his sexuality can find truth in this book. This is a story of a gay boy growing up without all the fluff and floss that seems to be attached to so much contemporary fiction, but also this book manages to not be morose..... just truthful.

I normally don't spend my resources on books that are this short in length. I'm very glad I took a chance on this. This is one of the best stories I have encountered. I imagine I'll be listening to it again and again.