Where the Waves Turn Back

A Forty-Day Pilgrimage Along the California Coast

By: Tyson Motsenbocker

Narrated by: Tyson Motsenbocker

In this powerful memoir, following the death of his mother, Tyson Motsenbocker retraces the journey an 18th century priest took in this harrowing story of one man’s pilgrimage of healing and finding beauty and hope in tragedy.

After years on the road performing at sold-out venues, Tyson Motsenbocker returned home to the impending death of his 57-year-old hero and mother. He begged God to heal her, but she died anyway. When they buried her body, Tyson also buried the childhood version of his faith.

Shortly before her death, however, Tyson became intrigued by the complicated legacy of Father Junipero Serra, the 18th-century Franciscan monk and canonized saint who dedicated his life to the idea that tragedy and suffering are portals to renewal. Father Serra built Missions up and down the California coast, spreading Christianity, as well as enabling and aiding in the oppression and colonization of the native Californians. Tyson discovered Serra’s “El Camino Real,” a 600-mile pilgrimage route up the California coast that had been largely forgotten for more than 200 years.

Two days after they buried his mother, Tyson set out on a pilgrimage of sorts, intending to walk from San Diego to San Francisco along the El Camino, following in the footsteps of the saint. Tyson’s journey takes him down smog-choked highways, across fog-laden beaches, past multi-million-dollar coastal estates, and along the towering cliffs of Big Sur. And as he walks, Tyson also wrestles with his faith, questioning the pat answers and easy prayers he once readily accepted, trying to understand how hope and tragedy can all be wrapped up in the same God. The people he meets along the way challenge his understanding of the meaning of security, of what it means to live a meaningful life, and of the legacies we all leave behind.

Where the Waves Turn Back is both part journal and part spiritual memoir, and ultimately, a thrilling and deeply satisfying read that asks questions that will resonate with readers seeking meaning in an utterly disorienting age.

thank you so much. Must read.

Tyson’s book takes the reader on an unreal journey through grief, resilience, pain, anger, love, forgiveness, God, and the California coast. His writing is descriptive and beautifully illustrated in a way that makes you feel like you know him and what this journey felt like. This book reveals what it means to be a human and experience life and death. Thank you, Tyson. I will never forget this one and will always come back to it.

Great Listen

Tyson has a lovely way of telling a story. His voice and words draw you in to this story of his journey.

Raw and real.

This reminded me of Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller - only a 2025 version. Loved the honest and insightful thoughts of this literal pilgrim. I very much enjoyed the journey with Tyson.

The whale story

There’s a time in everyone’s life that this book will be invaluable. I’m not going to suggest that you’re going to love it or even enjoy it, depends on where you’re at in your journey to understand things past the superficial answers we’re fed the majority of the time. But if you are ready to wrestle with uncomfortable topics, give it a try. To the author, there’s a few people I’d like to meet after death: Corrie Ten Boom, Freddy Steinmark, Tyson Motsenbocker, and his mom. Thank you for sharing.

Such a good read

It's a book that I've read twice and still laugh and have deep thoughts about as I read. Tyson does a great job of telling story's and helping you see what he had seen. His explanation for different areas just filled my mind with the colorful pictures which he describes. It makes you want to visit all those places!