My Job Right Now Is to Wait (And I Hate It)

1 Samuel 2:35 talks about God raising up something faithful to replace what couldn’t continue.

For me, that’s meant learning something I’ve avoided my whole life—patience.

With my lease ending, no clear plan yet, and everything in my life requiring me to wait, I’m being forced to stop controlling and start trusting.

I’ve done what I can—packing, selling, interviewing. And now… I wait.

This isn’t peaceful. It’s uncomfortable, frustrating, and completely out of my control.

But maybe this is what it actually looks like to live according to God’s heart and mind—doing your part and letting go of the rest.