What Used to Run Me Doesn’t Anymore

1 Samuel 2:36 shows what happens after everything changes.

What once had power… doesn’t anymore.

I’m sitting here just days before my lease ends with no clear plan, and the old version of me would have been spiraling, forcing something, creating chaos just to feel safe.

But this time is different.

I’m doing what’s in front of me, letting the rest be unknown, and trusting that I don’t have to control everything to be okay.

This isn’t about having it all figured out. It’s about realizing that the patterns that used to run my life no longer have authority over me.