Landon

A Memoir

De: Landon Donovan

Narrado por: Landon Donovan

American soccer legend Landon Donovan’s unfiltered account of his celebrated career, his battle with mental health, and his search for peace beyond the game.

You may think you know Landon Donovan—but you don’t. As one of the most decorated players in US soccer history, he knows many recognize his greatest triumphs, but far fewer understand his deepest struggles. Behind the legendary #10 jersey and a dazzling career, he grappled with finding peace—both on and off the pitch. In this unflinchingly honest autobiography, Donovan shares his tumultuous journey through the rise of US soccer and his battles with depression.

Growing up as a twin in California, the son of an absent father and a single mother, Donovan was introduced to soccer at a young age by his half-brother Josh. By five years old, he was maniacal about playing—and winning—against players twice his age. When Donovan scored, he reveled in the attention he never received at home. Soccer offered him a golden ticket, and as soon as he could, he was off. From the US U-17 men’s national team to the 2000 Olympics to multiple World Cups, Donovan built an enviable career—winning six MLS championships, experiencing an epic stint with LA Galaxy where he played alongside David Beckham, and netting a historic extra-time winner against Algeria in the 2010 World Cup. His impact was so profound that when Donovan retired, Major League Soccer renamed its Most Valuable Player award in his honor. But even with all his achievements, peace was hard to find off the pitch. The US team’s loss at the 2006 World Cup haunted him and led to the first of three bouts of serious depression.

Landon is a must-hear for soccer fans and anyone navigating their own mental health journey. More than a sports memoir, it’s a powerful testament to resilience, identity, and the pursuit of self-acceptance. Through his struggles and triumphs, Landon Donovan shows us that no matter where you start, becoming the person you want to be is always possible.

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The Jock Grows Up

Brutally honest in a vocabulary only an American jock could have landed as a story us lifelong American soccer players need to hear. We know the outside the smug unlikable person he was for decades, but the story finally dives in to see why he was built that way some of it by his own doing but a lot of it out of his control.
If you have any sense of compassion, push yourself past the first hour of what feels like a painful, jock talking to you and talking down to you even

But if you can get past that first hour, and when he starts to talk about soccer, he has a different tone you can feel his joy for the game
And then the third hour you really feel how he’s battling with his self-worth in the final third you can hear his tone of voice talk similarly joyfully about his personal life as well as the beautiful game

I couldn’t help but root for him just as I did every time he put on the US jersey

His story reveals how important family is in the American athlete that they can make or break even the greatest athletes in our country


His story is one of redemption, and while I was not cheering for him in the beginning -by the end, I really wanted him to win in his personal life

You can’t look at the story as if you want him to be likable like a frankie hejduk, Jeff Agoos. He is a product of his times in the 90s American soccer more like a Wynalda.

And while you may not want to be his friend, you can’t help but shake his hand and respect him and give him a nod thanking him for this contribution to American athletes mental health Struggles.

Thank you, Landon!