In this episode, I’m sharing a recent shift in my healing from sexual abuse and how it’s been showing up in my marriage.

After years of progress, intimacy started feeling difficult again. Not because my partner isn’t safe, but because I was overriding self-trust in the name of progress.

We talk about:

1. Why intimacy can still feel triggering in a healthy relationship
2. How to recognize the difference between growth and overwhelm
3. The role of self-trust in healing sexual trauma
4. What it looks like to stop overriding yourself in the name of progress

If you’re doing the work but still feel stuck when it comes to intimacy, this episode will help you understand why and what needs to shift.

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If this is the kind of work you’re wanting support with, my upcoming couples retreat is designed for exactly this: learning how to create safety, connection, and intimacy without abandoning yourself.

You can find more details HERE

If you’ve ever thought, “Why does everything my partner says trigger me?” this episode will give you a completely different lens on what’s actually happening.

In marriage, most conflict isn’t really about the surface issue. It’s about how each person is relating to themselves.

When your sense of self is tied to how your partner responds to you, reactivity takes over. You either push harder—trying to be heard, understood, or validated—or you collapse into people-pleasing to keep the peace. And both keep you stuck in the same cycle.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:

1. Why you’re more reactive with your partner than anyone else
2. The two core reactive patterns (and how they show up)
3. What “counterwill” is and why pushing creates resistance
4. Why trying to change your partner actually reduces your influence
5. How to step out of the reactivity loop and into real choice

This is the shift that changes everything: moving from reacting to your partner… to choosing who you want to be in the relationship.

Because the strength of your marriage isn’t built on controlling each other—it’s built on each person having a solid sense of self.

If this work resonates and you want support applying it in your relationship, our upcoming couples retreat is designed to help you do exactly that. You’ll learn how to navigate conflict without creating more distance—and how to repair in a way that builds connection.

Learn more about the retreat HERE.

There’s also a partial scholarship available. Apply HERE.

Many of us grow up believing love is something we earn.

If we behave the right way, meet expectations, and avoid disappointing people, we receive love. When we fall short, that love disappears.

But that belief quietly creates resentment in relationships.

In this episode, I talk about the shift that changed how I show up in my marriage. For years I tried to make people feel loved—by sacrificing, giving more, and doing everything right. But when appreciation didn’t come back the way I hoped, frustration built underneath the surface.

We’re talking about:

• Why love often becomes transactional without us realizing it

• How conditional love creates resentment in marriage

• The difference between loving someone and trying to control them

• The relationship skill most couples never learn: tolerating disappointment

Marriage guarantees disappointment. The real skill is learning how to handle it without withdrawing love or punishing each other.

Couples Retreat

Brent and I are hosting a couples retreat at the end of April for couples who want to break old relationship patterns and build something healthier together.

Find more details HERE.

We also offer one partial scholarship for couples who need financial support.

You can APPLY HERE.