If you’re a survivor of abuse trying to rebuild your life or your marriage, you’ve probably turned to self-help hoping something would finally click.

I know I did.

For years, I read book after book thinking I had found the missing piece, only to close it and find myself stuck in the same patterns.

In this episode, I’m sharing five books that genuinely changed how I see myself, my marriage, and what it actually takes to create lasting change.

I walk through:

• The difference between surface-level self-help and principle-based change
• How I stopped seeing myself as powerless in my life and relationships
• What anger and patterns are really trying to show you
• Why shifting your role in a relationship can feel worse before it gets better
• How your past shaped your patterns—and what to do about it now
• What gets in the way of desire and intimacy, and how to better understand it

This episode is really about one core shift: information isn’t what changes your life, application is.

From Insight to Change (Beta)

A small number of 1:1 coaching spots where you’ll choose one book from this episode and get support actually applying it to your life.

If you’ve been doing the work but still feel stuck in the same patterns, this is for you.

4 weeks of coaching (1-hour sessions each week)

$197 total • Limited spots

If you’re interested, email me at robyn@mynameiscourage.com with the subject line “Insight to Change” and include:

• The book you want to focus on
• Where you feel most stuck

If it’s a good fit, I’ll reach out with next steps.

In this episode, I’m sharing a recent shift in my healing from sexual abuse and how it’s been showing up in my marriage.

After years of progress, intimacy started feeling difficult again. Not because my partner isn’t safe, but because I was overriding self-trust in the name of progress.

We talk about:

1. Why intimacy can still feel triggering in a healthy relationship
2. How to recognize the difference between growth and overwhelm
3. The role of self-trust in healing sexual trauma
4. What it looks like to stop overriding yourself in the name of progress

If you’re doing the work but still feel stuck when it comes to intimacy, this episode will help you understand why and what needs to shift.

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If this is the kind of work you’re wanting support with, my upcoming couples retreat is designed for exactly this: learning how to create safety, connection, and intimacy without abandoning yourself.

You can find more details HERE

If you’ve ever thought, “Why does everything my partner says trigger me?” this episode will give you a completely different lens on what’s actually happening.

In marriage, most conflict isn’t really about the surface issue. It’s about how each person is relating to themselves.

When your sense of self is tied to how your partner responds to you, reactivity takes over. You either push harder—trying to be heard, understood, or validated—or you collapse into people-pleasing to keep the peace. And both keep you stuck in the same cycle.

In this episode, I’m breaking down:

1. Why you’re more reactive with your partner than anyone else
2. The two core reactive patterns (and how they show up)
3. What “counterwill” is and why pushing creates resistance
4. Why trying to change your partner actually reduces your influence
5. How to step out of the reactivity loop and into real choice

This is the shift that changes everything: moving from reacting to your partner… to choosing who you want to be in the relationship.

Because the strength of your marriage isn’t built on controlling each other—it’s built on each person having a solid sense of self.

If this work resonates and you want support applying it in your relationship, our upcoming couples retreat is designed to help you do exactly that. You’ll learn how to navigate conflict without creating more distance—and how to repair in a way that builds connection.

Learn more about the retreat HERE.

There’s also a partial scholarship available. Apply HERE.

Many of us grow up believing love is something we earn.

If we behave the right way, meet expectations, and avoid disappointing people, we receive love. When we fall short, that love disappears.

But that belief quietly creates resentment in relationships.

In this episode, I talk about the shift that changed how I show up in my marriage. For years I tried to make people feel loved—by sacrificing, giving more, and doing everything right. But when appreciation didn’t come back the way I hoped, frustration built underneath the surface.

We’re talking about:

• Why love often becomes transactional without us realizing it

• How conditional love creates resentment in marriage

• The difference between loving someone and trying to control them

• The relationship skill most couples never learn: tolerating disappointment

Marriage guarantees disappointment. The real skill is learning how to handle it without withdrawing love or punishing each other.

Couples Retreat

Brent and I are hosting a couples retreat at the end of April for couples who want to break old relationship patterns and build something healthier together.

Find more details HERE.

We also offer one partial scholarship for couples who need financial support.

You can APPLY HERE.

What if the real reason you keep having the same fight isn’t the topic… but the role you automatically slip into?

In part two of this conversation, Brent and I unpack the exact pattern that kept our conflict on repeat—pressure vs. people-pleasing—and the two skills that finally helped us change it: curiosity and courage. We talk about Terry Real’s idea of practicing the opposite of your default conflict behavior, and why “seeking to understand” only works when it isn’t a sneaky way to win.

You’ll hear the framework that shifted everything for us (the blind men and the elephant), plus a real-life example we’re still practicing: how we navigate a parenting decision we can’t just agree to disagree on (how many school days our kids miss for travel).

If you’re tired of circular arguments, this episode will help you:

1. spot your “default” conflict move (and what it costs you)
2. stay anchored in your perspective without shutting down your partner
3. ask questions that build connection instead of ammunition
4. move from compromise to collaboration—especially in parenting calls

Want support applying this to your relationship? We have a few spots open for our upcoming retreat, and you can also schedule a complimentary 1:1 with Brent and me.

Conflict in marriage is inevitable, but the way you handle it can either build trust or slowly drain the relationship.

In this episode, Brent and I are sharing what conflict looked like over 12 years together… and the patterns that didn’t work: peacekeeping that turned into resentment, arguing to win, shutting down, and trying to “hold space” in a way that left one of us voiceless.

We talk about:

1. Why “we never fight” isn’t the goal
2. How resentment builds when you avoid hard conversations
3. What happens when conflict becomes a debate
4. The “Cinnabon argument” that exposed our losing strategies
5. A real fight from this week and the small shift that helped us repair

This is Part 1 — heavy on how it used to be, and why we stayed stuck for so long.

Come back next week for Part 2, where we’ll share what we’re doing now that’s helping us have healthier conflict, recover faster, and actually feel connected on the other side.

The thing that frustrates you most about your partner?

You may be unintentionally reinforcing it.

In this episode, I’m breaking down the criticism–withdrawal cycle that keeps so many couples stuck. The more one partner pushes for what they want, the more the other pulls away, and both end up feeling like the victim.

I share what this looked like in my marriage with Brent, the insight that shifted everything for me, and the three steps to clean up your side of the street without trying to control your partner.

If you’re tired of reacting and ready to show up with integrity, this conversation will give you a clear starting point.

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If conflict makes you shut down, apologize quickly, or question yourself, this isn’t insecurity.

It’s survival.

In this episode, I’m breaking down the tension between attachment and authenticity, and how childhood adaptations can quietly shape your marriage today. What helped you survive years ago may now be keeping you disconnected from yourself and from your partner.

We’ll talk about people-pleasing, self-abandonment, and how to stay connected without losing who you are.

If you’re ready to build intimacy that feels safe and honest, this episode will show you where to begin.

Learn more about our couples retreat HERE. Price increases on Feb. 16!