Devout

Losing My Faith to Find Myself

By: David Archuleta, Paula Abdul - introduction

Narrated by: David Archuleta

Featuring three new songs from David Archuleta making their exclusive debut on this audiobook!

A raw and powerful coming-out story from the beloved American Idol finalist traces David Archuleta’s journey from closeted Mormon teen to global pop star to openly queer man, revealing the hidden pressures of fame, the weight of religious expectations, and the courage it takes to live authentically.

At just seventeen, David Archuleta rose to national fame as the runner-up on American Idol season seven, captivating millions with his angelic voice. Behind the scenes, however, he was struggling with a truth he feared would destroy everything: he was attracted to men—and a devout member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

In Devout, David takes you inside his deeply personal journey as a closeted Mormon teen turned international pop star, torn between faith, fame, and identity. From dealing with the pressures of being on a hit television show to a domineering father who controlled every aspect of his career—even being banned from the show’s set—David reveals the emotional abuse and inner turmoil that he says plagued his childhood.

This searing memoir reflects on David’s ventures with American Idol, a tour with Demi Lovato, and a two year sabbatical as a missionary in South America, charting his path through heartbreak, estrangement, three engagements, thoughts of suicide, and finally, his courageous decision to leave the Mormon Church in order to live authentically as a queer man. Featuring never-before-seen photos, Devout is a must-read for fans of pop culture, American Idol, and anyone deconstructing their religious upbringing, or who’s ever wrestled with who they are versus who they’re told to be.

Narrated by the author, the audiobook features three new songs coinciding with themes from his memoir—"On Purpose," "Old and Young," and "Stay"—that David was inspired to cowrite along his journey and performs for the very first time only on the audiobook of Devout!

Best Book Ever!

David was so raw and honest. I was riveted the whole time. I wish it hadn't ended. He described his life so well I feel like I grew up in his family!

So real and inspiring!

I couldn’t get enough of his telling of his life experiences. It felt like he was a friend talking to me. I appreciate his courage to tell his story as I have had some similar experiences and feelings as well. It’s so good this truth is coming from him because he’s the sweetest sweetheart. Universe, protect this man at all costs! ❤️

Speaking for Many

David’s vulnerability and pure, undiluted honesty speaks to the experience of many closeted members of the church. Found myself crying and laughing throughout the book and felt his experience speak to my soul and makes me feel seen in a way I’ve never experienced before.

Beautiful

David has a beautiful soul! I’m so happy you are finally living your life and seeking happiness! I love you man!

Raw and Palpable

David’s words were so telling.
So descriptive, that it put the reader right there with him. He’s a survivor. He’s thriving now that he has shed the weight of an overbearing father, and a religion that tried to put him in a box. No more cover ups. No more pretending to be someone he’s not. No more shame.